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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

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the only reason im updating is because i have to get stuff out....and i know not alot of people xanga so if your reading this....great...if your not...cool

as of lately i dont know what to do..i dont know what i can do...stuff between kristen and i.....is bad....especially after today....she was in a wreck feel extreamely bad for her, and i know how she feels ..except ive been where shes at and ive been 100x worse....some of you may remember 2 years ago i was in some wreck....guy died in it...course i saw him go..

home isnt much better i dont know what to say to my stepmom...to keep her happy....and when i say the SMALLEST thing wrong she goes to my dad and im forced to be the perfect  kid and worship her....truth is i dont know how much longer i can take it

im so give out of being this perfect kid for everyone one....being a different perfect person for different people.....and getting nothing out of it.....getting beaten up for....nothing as it seems... so i come to the point....why should i try....its not some teenage plea anymore....as it is a serious question....why Should i try?

going skydiving here in 2 years is looking awesome, as of now...i dont know if i want to pull the chord to open the chute or not..... would it matter?

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